You may or may not know (but I did mention it) that I was having an internship for four months. And yes, notice I use the word WAS.
Because my internship just ended today!
And honestly, I couldn't believe this was the last day. Quite oftenly I was reminding myself it's the last day of the internship- what I was waiting for.
But then I kinda feel weird like... School days were all just a dream and here,
working in the office is reality. And so to leave and not to go back, I honestly felt weird.
Well I guess it's because I've been there for four month and kinda got used to it.
Now at the thought of going back to school,
got me wishing I've already graduated.
Part of me, don't want to go back because things are now different,
people would have changed
and I can't do exactly what I want as there're so many judging eyes back there.
School to me seems just scary, dark and unfamiliar.
However, a part of me wishes to go back.
I kinda miss all my friends, having lunch together doing crazy things
and to L.O.L.
I love being a student and with graduation is getting closer,
I want to enjoy every last bit of it.
I don't know why I would get mixed feelings all the time. Sigh.
Sometimes I often tell myself not to consider things so deeply. But my mind just simply wouldn't budge.
So... Oh well, I guess I have to live with being contradicting and sensitive.
Hahha, but anyway through these four months I've made a lot of great friends that I'm still gonna keep in touch with.
They're the awesome-est people!
And I've glad I met them. I just feel totally lucky and privileged. :)
And to celebrate the end of my internship,
I'm going to Marina Bay Sands with my entire (internal & external) family for a 2 days stay.
Just a mini get-away weekend.
That place's a five star hotel, fab and location is great.
I'll sure be taking loadsa pictures and will post them up once I get home on Monday.
Till then...
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