How to avoid the sun

The image of me crying
that foolish image of me
I hate the sun that shines the ground
I hate the sun
if anyone saw me
and asked why am I crying
I really hated not being able to answer..
Everyone thinks that I forgot
But i think that
I'm going crazy
I really wanted to forget
I really wanted to erase the memories
but it's not working



I wanted to avoid the sun
But no matter how hard I ran,
the sun is always over my head
I really wanted to forget you
But no matter how hard I tried,
you are still insde me
I really hated to still miss your smile and
the hands that touched me
I really hated it
while many people laughed and talked
I tried to forget you
but again, tears fall

Like a thorn stuck so deep that you can't take it out
Like a scratch hurting so much that it'll leave a scar
A person like you can never be erased
Even though we're apart,
it seems like we're still together
If I could erase you by crying
I'd cry so much that it's enough to make a river
And if I live, I want to forget u and live right
I want to live normally,
I want to live normally...

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