Hmmm, post grad...

Hmm, I'm still fretting over post grad. days
Right now I'm quite certain I'd not pursue my diploma but do two things.
One, patisserie or two, design.
I think throughout the 18 years of my life. I'm only interested in these two things.
Those are the things that no matter how stressed up I am over them,
I'd still be loving them and smiling at the end of the day.
Those are the things that make me feel living a life is worth it.

I'm not so sure if you've encountered with it
but there are times where I have so much ideas that I desperately need to draw it out.
There are things where I believe It'd look better like that or easier to be worn or use like this.
Hmm, it's a rather complicated feeling. ahah, so yeah.

& Actually I may not look like it but
i like to cook and absolutely love to bake.
It's the satisfaction that one gives after eating what I made
that will make me feel really contented, like that's what life should be all about.
And because during sad days after eating a certain sweetie or cake, I'd always feel so much better,
i want others to eat my pastries and feel better too.
And very often, sweet things makes people smile, and that would make me smile too. :)

Yeah, so I really wanna do something that means a lot to me
and not waste my life away.
& so, think about yours too. don't regret.
As they say, you'll live life only once.

xoxo,
M