I'm dreaming of a white christmas already.

Blog Post: 10th of June 2009
Everything is coming back again.
Insomnia, loss of appetite, stuffing myself with sweet things.
Every time when there's something bothering me, all these happen.
And it's making me so tired.
My mind can't seemed to be working, my stomach feels awful
& my whole body feels so tired but when night comes it just wouldn't go to sleep.
All of this is driving me nuts.
And last night my little rain scene while I'm lying on the bed,
my mother seems to be aware of it
Which would explains why she didn't pester me to finish my lunch & dinner
and left me sleeping right till eleven, leaving alone as much as possible.
Thank you mother. I really need it
And maybeee... she'll be planning a holiday soon, I hope.
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Remember my June 10th post? LOL.
I know you don't. Never mind...
Anyway, YES my mum did plan a holiday trip to nowhere! :D
Well... Not nowhere but not where that I would wanna go
Ermm, yes Japan's Hokkaido.
But still, it's a holiday!
Away from here, away from all of this.
Anyway, my mum's so sweet.
& i love her. :)

It's the hot springs and white christmas that is making me all excited for this trip.
Uh yes, I LOOOOOVE HOT SPRINGS!
Because they're sooo warm and relaxing. :D


& there's only once I've had a white Christmas which was 2 years ago at Seoul.
It was 23th December morning
and we were all like thinking, oh no there wouldn't be snow during Xmas this year.
But then around in the late afternoon, it started snowing
which made all of us really happy.
And 25th December was when I made my first snowman at the balcony where I was staying!
It was my first, making it at home (or the resort I'm staying at). Usually it was at somewhere, like a corner of some historic place or cafe or something. & we named it after some cartoon snowman from disney channel, ahahaha.
I don't know if you guys have this kind of experience before
but it felt so magical when you've been wishing for snow and there it comes you know?
It was the best Christmas I've ever had. :)

Soooo yeah, I hope it turns out good this time round. :)