고맙다

I went digging out old folders those

I've haven't seen for years or maybe just months.

& I found this-

something I wrote last year after running home once I alighted the bus.

I looked out as the bus goes. This,
this familiar place,
I wanted so much to reach out but all I could touch was the glass window.
Just a sight of it, my heart ached.
And that song i gave you started right at that moment.
Why did my vision, uncontrollably, became blur
And why all those memories deep in my heart became alive again.

I remember how shy yet, sweet you were.
Although you look tough and appear tough
To me, you're one of the gentlest guy I know.

I remembered those times,
you've never failed to send me home
and how many, umpteen times we spoke continuously till we fell asleep.
Once the dawn strikes,
we were back talking to each other again.
It seemed like we were both never tired.

I could see all the sincerity & love in your eyes.
When you talk to me in a language i don't know,
when you handcuffed my hands
& when you smiled, saying bye to me.

Is it fate that made us like this?

왜?
We ended even though we're just starting our journey.
I know you didn't want it to happen.
& I know you must have got no choice.
Though I really think we fit so well,
you, being able to do things that i can't
& me, being able to do things that you can't.

I wouldn't say, I like you,
I'll keep it a secret like what you've did
Our secret, deep in our hearts,
with all those laughter and smiles,
I'm sure that something we wouldn't forget till forever.

Can we meet again?
I'll be waiting& I'm sure you are too.
When that happens, I'm certain
we wouldn't let go of each other again.

Yes, life is full of stupid things.

And I did many of it.

But now, I'm not waiting anymore

that part's frozen.

But I've never regretted meeting you.

It was indeed one of the few times I was feeling really happy & blessed.

고맙다.