HELL MUCH?!

Sneeeeeeeeeeeeze!

I'm offically in hell.

Today was bad enough that I had a tough night.

My throat was killing me.

My nose started to seriously block & I could hardly breathe.

Thus I CAN'T SLEEP from 4am right till 5-ish.

Bloody hell?!

Then at 6.40am, my alarm rang.

I woke up with serious heavy dropping eyelids and bloodshot eyes.

& then, I'm off to project meeting with the woozy head & souless eyes.

The dumb thing is, I left my card back at home and realised it when I was out of my house lane.

So I had to go all the way back again.

& this "wonderful exercise" made me, the souless mummy, awake.

=.= to 0.0

Then during lessons hours,
people just push me directly to hell.
I seriously don't know what I did wrong.
It's like, errrrrrrrrrr, where's concret evidence?
But I do understand humans tend to judge & be bias.
Agree, and I'm one of them.

Though I've seen catfights, bitches, bastards, backstabbings, serious under-the-table "dark business", plastics, hypocrites, attention-seekers etcetcetc...
It's my first time since I was twelve, that I faced this again.
What the hell much? Yeah?
I don't know why people got all those free time and energy to get into all this.
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

And I think all this got me ill.
My flu started, or should I say came back, and also got a temperature.
My head felt sore, my head FEELS sore.
I, honestly, don't wanna face all this again.
I have my "after-diploma" education and career path to worry about.
Though I could just simply ignore it, but it's already like this in the first year!
What about the next and the nextnext?
Nuts! Rolleyes.




When I was 12th, I wasn't facing this alone. My buddies were all supporting me.
But now, it seems I'm alone, for goodness sake!
Argh, I'm SO getting a MC,
skipping school tomorrow (don't have to face this, even if it's for a day)
& prepare myself to be mentally& physically strong to withstand those terrifying thunderstorm for the future.
AJA AJA FIGHTIN'!


Politics? Oh please no!